it's all good - 2000-09-15

I have not felt better in weeks!

Fuckin' eh! I mean, I went out tonight, and I had the funnest time.

I have solved my problem, ladies and gentlemen... I am nineteen years old, I have to fucking start acting like it.

I mean, I sit here and I'm all serious and I use big words and everything, and there is nothing wrong with that, but I decided I need to go out and have fun and get out and do things and experience things, and I'll be fucking happy.

So, this is the last goodbye... Goodbye to all of the things that make me morose. I am all about fun. Mr. Fun. Mr. Happy.

The best part was when I felt like I could do anything without scrutiny, I can dance around my room now to Cypress Hill, and I can do it as a liberated human being.

So, I understand now... I need to wise up, and have fun, and be myself. Not a fucking thirty year old teacher, but a nineteen year old student. Fun!

Good night!


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