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now you feel so alive - 2000-10-02
Back from a weekend that had its ups and downs, but certainly more up than down, I think. I am exhausted like I have never been before, and I am delirious a tad, too. Everything really seems to be pissing me off right now, for some reason, like cats and other peoples' diaries. I really need to sleep and sleep in today, but I missed friday, and I'm not charmed enough to have a conscience that would allow me to miss another day so soon. I was up north, and there were stars, but apparently I missed them. I saw them earlier, and they were plentiful, typically northern Ontarian... But later, I snuck out after everybody had gone to bed so I could be alone with the stars, and I could write, or something, but they had clouded over, sadly. It was mostly fun, yet a little emotionally straining this weekend. I have to learn to keep certain things in check, and under control, or else I could screw up some things pretty badly. If I wasn't fiercely biased against diary entries that are all about "how y2k spent his weekend!", than I would love to tell you about all of the activities and events I was blessed enough to be a part of, emotions and all. Needless to say, I was there, and I had forgotten that I attend Wilfrid Laurier, and that I have a midterm on friday. Now that I have to face reality again, well, it pisses me off because I feel entitled to more vacation. This upcoming week seems like it shall be the Week That Will Not Die. Aside from said midterm, I also start work again, which may, I warn you, make me extremely morose because I am not cut out for that crap anymore, and I'm only there because my bank account hit rock bottom and I am too lazy to find any other job... I can't stay awake, and my thoughts are becoming irrational, which indicates I need to check out. Good night.
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