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oral defecation - 2000-10-13
The last time I did this, I was not really nude, I'll have you know. I was probably just not wearing pants. I guess it has been a while since then and now. Time is creeping up, and going fast again, which is good, because the future is brighter than the present. You know what we learned in class a while back? That the birth of time was also the birth of violence and basically everything else negative in this world. Because time (Chronos) hated his parents, and wanted to destroy them. Hence the flow of time is negative. I agree, it goes too fast. Except for now, though, fast is good. But I was thinking at work tonight about happy times, and about how I'd give a good portion of my right leg to go back to certain months of certain years, and just live things over again. Relive the fuzz of the memories, and pick it off, ball it up, and keep it in a jar at my bedside. True story: when I was younger, I used to pick fuzz balls off of my blankets, and collect them is a V8 bottle. My goal was to fill it with fuzz, and I got darn close until one of my evil brothers filled the bottle with water, ruining the fuzz, breaking my heart. --- I skipped another philosophy class today, and got to watch CKCO film a commercial in the, ummm... in the area outside with chairs and tables and a funny looking stage. I don't like philosophy. No, wait, I do. I just don't like studying ancient Greek philosophers... I would rather be studying strange baking oddities. The last class I attended, I might as well have skipped. I listened as best I could, but there was a beetle overturned on the window sill, and I watched him struggle the entire class, trying to walk again. It was very symbolic of how I felt in the month of September. But I am happy now. Actually, I have spells of downright giddiness which is very uncharacteristic of me, ever. It is fun, but scary, because again, it seems as if I am losing myself. But a friend of mine says how can one change their selves? Because, changing IS your self, something your self does. Hmmm. Thinking to do. And- oh shit... Toilet to run to. Man this is just coming out of nowhere!!!
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