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midterm - 2000-10-06
Midterm tomorrow seems like some sort of aptitude test, like if I do poorly, I have images of myself flushing $2500 down a commode. But it is only 20% of one of my classes, and even if I get zero, I will bounce back. You see the yin yang problem I have? Half of me is freaking out like one of the Saved By The Bell cast before the SATs, and the other half would rather forget about the test, and write erotic poetry... You can see the bind I'm in? But the moment that midterm is finished, I am going to feel great. I have not looked forward to a weekend so much, ever, I don't think. Because of the fun I will be having, I may be sparse on this site for a few days... --- Stars appeared in my dreams last night, among a few other interesting things that I don't remember well enough to write about concisely... I was driving, I think, and concentrating on millions of exagerrated blinking stars... I mean, I was driving, and watching the sky. The stars twinkled in patterns, it seemed, and their shine was lovely, almost heavenly... One star that I was concentrating on more than others stopped twinkling and blinking, and started floating towards the horizon very slowly, leaving a fiery trail behind it... It was horrifying, but the star never lost its light... It floated, and moved a round a little like a spaceship, and I was getting quite anxious, just waiting for the damn thing to stop or disappear, but it never, ever would... Not until I woke up, or my dream changed, I think into something involving Kim and I in a van. Speaking of Kim, I think I may force her to watch Reality Bites this weekend. She has never seen it. I am listening to that insipid "Spin The Bottle" song from the soundtrack. It is very eighth grade.
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