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everything is wonderful - 2000-09-07
So I could sit here and be morose and claim depression, and express total discontent with my situation, but really, there is no basis to that. I mean, pretty much everything is wonderful, just wonderfully far away. Let me explain: Kim is wonderful, yet far away. Naturally, it hurts not being able to kiss her, and touch her, but this is okay, and makes our future all the more exciting. My education is going pretty wonderfully so far (keeping in mind I haven't actually started yet), but it hurts not to be living elsewhere when virtually everybody else I know is. I'm just, to be terribly cliched, to big for the nest. I need independance and privacy and the option to make a sandwich naked. I must realize, though that I will eventually get this chance. Just not yet. Next year. Or something. --- I've started, but I can't finish. My eyes cannot stay open, and ICQ is draining me. I think when I return here next, I won't talk about school, or Kim.
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